Living life, don't you cry. My life -- pain is
God.

Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me --
again I'm wrong.

In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to
be a good boy.

All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me,
someone save me.

Now these memories

Still I hide

They bury me 

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)

Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)


Looking back I was never ever right. You were my
step mom who always wanted me out of your sight.
I would come walkin' in and I'd say, Hello, but
you'd slap me and make some fucked-up comment
about my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but
the pictures in my head were with you with a knife
up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more
caps in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck --
motherfucking bitch never try to play me! 

You make my life -- not so....

All I want to do....

Is kill you....

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)

Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)


Wish! You! Were dead! Now!

How.... I know

How can I cry over someone I never loved?

How can I cry over someone I never loved?

Never loved.... Never loved